*breaks down in hysterical wails and waterworks*
*gathers self, bites lip, and attempts to begin again*
She was...the mother of my children and the light of my life. I strove to be like her, to be liked by her and to like liking her, like I did.
*pulls out crumpled up wad of paper from pocket*
E is for your Energy, clear and fierce and true
R is for your Rawness, beating all through you
I is for your Ire, always ready to awake
N is for your Nose, which I never did pretend to take
I think this sums it up.
*breaks down again and has to be carried off*